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Paris... 2015

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A Paris Journey… / Paris 2015, Writings / From my heart….

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Filed Under: Paris 2015, Writings June 28, 2015, 20:31

Here is a collection of my most recent words for 2015…. all from my heart, raw, uncensored, and I make no apologies….

 

No.1

 
You sit there with
your smile so wide
and your laugh so big
and appraise me
from head to toe
and reach out
when I’m not looking
to caress my face
or touch my leg
but still
your eyes are always
on someone else
you want
yet
is not within your reach
so you sit
and make eyes at them
and all the while
play your little
come hither games with me
it has worked up until now
but tonight
the game stops here
I will no longer
be your
come hither girl
and you will lose…
 

No. 2

 
You smile
I smile
we both know
we lie
 

No.3

 
Stop
we have to stop
this charade
you love me
I love you
but we can’t
be true
to each other
what is this life
other than deceit
what is this love
other than unreal
you speak words
of love
and yet your actions
show nothing
but lies…
 

No.4

 
You did it again
you dragged
me back
under your spell
of whispers
filled with
just enough
hope
and
just enough
words
to get me
through my days…
 

No.5

 
I see you
wore your
king of the bar
title ce soir
and proudly
displayed it
by raising your voice
and singing out loud
and while noone
was looking
you stole a glance
my way
perhaps
so you could
remind yourself
of times past
and lure me
into smiling
at you
albeit briefly
before your
king of the bar
status took
yet another
chance
with someone new…
 

No.6

 
I don’t know
how much more
I can take of you
this rollercoaster ride
that we are on
it is starting to make
me sick
too many highs
too many lows
I wish our ride
would end
right here
right now
so that I could
simply walk away
wobbly legged
and feeling dizzy
I may well be
but still
I would get to
walk away
from you…
 

No.7

 
I don’t regret
one moment
one second
one hour
I spent
with you
for you
gifted me
with smiles
and laughter
and happy times
that I could never
have experienced
without you…
 

No.8

 
Stand tall
stand proud
and know
deep down
you touched
an inner place
of my heart
where noone
has entered
before
and most likely
noone
will again…
 

No.9

 
She sits at the bar
on the stool
at the corner
she is beautiful
and kind
and gifts me bread
with prunes and jambon
she smiles and introduces
her chien to me
and her chien
licks my face
and is gentle with me
I like them both…
 

No.10

 
People are everywhere
tonight
they laugh
they linger
on every word spoken
they smile
they gift me
with love and laughter
always…
 

No.11

 
You brought me
unexpected smiles
today
with a promenade
along the seine
a glass of good wine
and easy words
between us
you gifted me
laughter
and insight
and told me
I was beautiful
what lovely words
upon my day
merci for
your patience
with my not
so good French
I look forward
to more of you…
 

No.12

 
It was your look
that captured
a piece of my heart
as you ascended
the stairs
and held my gaze
careful not to give
too much away with
your beautiful eyes
it was your smile
that had me
smiling
in return
and reaching out
to say bonjour…
 

No.13

 
Once upon
a fairtytale
lived a girl
who thought her
prince would come
riding on a horse
and take her away
to live happily
ever after
BUT
once upon
a fairytale
never happened…
 

No.14

 
Were you hoping
I was still here
sitting at the top
of the stairs
willing your eyes
upon mine
as you passed
were you hoping
I would smile
your way
or even say
bonjour
as you walked
towards the door
because
I was hoping too
but alas
it wasn’t
meant to be…
 

No.15

 
Your eyes
excite me
the pale blue
of them
mesmerises me
and my thoughts
are lost
mid way
when I look
into them
I think the
you of you
excites the
me of me…
 

No.16

 
Mr green shirt man
tanned
with sunglasses
on top of his head
a woman
stands next to him
guarding
the space between them
as if to say
no entry

Two women
sit next to me
to take their tea
and chat amicably
with each other
and the boy
with the nice eyes
descends
the stairs
and holds
my gaze
yet again…
 

No.17

 
I’m known as
that woman
on rue monge
who struts her
fashion daily
on its sidewalks
and gifts smiles
to strangers
as she walks
and takes her
coffee
with regularity
at her favourite
café
I quite like the title
it makes for
interesting conversation
amongst my friends…
 

No.18

 
He is here again
at the bar
the man in the
mustard shirt
quietly drinking
his beer
and glancing
past me to the
TV on the wall
I wonder what
he’s thinking
as his eyes
do everything
but look at mine…
 

No.19

 
I see your smile
from across the bar
it beckons me
to look your way
but if I do
I fear
it will not end well
and it will end
before we start
with just a simple
nod between us
as we part
yes, it’s best
I don’t smile back
at you this time…
 

No.20

 
There you go again
asking me questions
that I can’t possibly
answer or even
comprehend
and so I respond
with silly
little smiley faces
hoping you won’t pick
up on my inadequacies
but secretly wishing
That you do…

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  • Roniece

    thank you Muriel!!!! you gift such lovely words to my Paris evening! xx

  • Melaney

    Whew! Your mind operates with so much vulnerability. I just want to hug you. Melaney

    • Roniece

      oh thank you my lovely Muriel….. I would love your hug! Don’t worry too much about me… my heart is well protected… xx

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